A Silent Treatment

yea yea...whatever. Sometimes things are just not the way you want it to be. Babbling about it would be too noisy. So, a silent treatment would do some good perhaps?

p/s: my heart is harder than a stone, mind you. If this is the game, let's play for some time then, till all the players get tired of it. :p

Aha! So It Is...

Things just not the same as it is. Not like before. No more fun, nor laugh. Why things should change in the first place? Kan best if we just stay still at the cheerful moments? Nothing to worry about and everything can be taken lightly, though they'll never know if it hurts.

I'll laugh it off, but now that same laughter just can't show itself anymore, segan kot tiba2. ahaha

P/s : layan je la. saya tengah nak merepek dan malas nak buat tutorial ni...Ngehehe ;p

Glory Glory Tiger Lily ;)

We won at last, the taste of a juicy victory is so sweet when u thirst for it for such a long time. Congratulation girls! We made it :)

I was so happy that i nearly cried right after Yon kicked the ball into the goal ;'). Happy and thankful right now, bahagia seketika, though i feel like a geriatric for now(back pain, sakit pinggang, hamstring muscle overstretched, bla3).

Winning against our senior batch is what we dreamt of, since our first year here. hehe :D
Still have one more game. Wish us luck! :)

Sweet Teeth ;)

After about a year, akhirnya... Dini treats me, as what she promised last year. went to Rumah Cokelat this noon and i believed we're the first customer since it only opens at 12noon, ehehe ;]

This morning we were having a 'Klinik Sabtu Sehat'. a group of senior citizen from Ngadiwinatan came to our Med Faculty for a light aerobic and a free medical check-up from us(monitored by the Doctors of course). my patient was this cute little 79 years-old man, Pak Darmowiyoto. hehe. i think he reminds me a lot of my late greatgrandpa. he was such a quite, but kind-hearted and always generous with his smile :'). things went well with the anamnesis part, but i think i need more practices on the skill part. i should take a pic with him...hmmm...

Straight away after the programme, Hanim and me went to Pondok Cabe. Lapar laa. They didn't supply us food or even just a light snack. haish. then, we went to Rumah Cokelat with Dini and Dina. Thanks Din(s) ;)

Oh yea... Special thanks to Pqah, Yon and Hanim for their birthday presents. terima kasih korang ;)

a lovely bracelet from Pqah and Yon + a cute heart from Hanim ;)

Extremely exhausting day! wew, I guess it's time to day goodnight. sweet dream people! :)

Miss him, miss her, miss them

Sometimes you feel out of place, where everything seems to be unfamiliar to you, and all you want to do is just get out of that. perhaps, i'm the one who thinks like that. whenever i feel down, the only place that came in my mind was HOME :).

I'm not a person that speak my mind out loud, that bust my anger to people around, that share my sorrow with people, even with my closed friends. spreading my happiness would be easy, but opening my heart to people is damn hard. maybe because I'm being overprotective on my own feelings.

My eyes blurred, tears accumulated in my lower palpebra the moment i watched videos of my family. Miss Abah, miss Mama, miss Yaya, Lala, Kakak, Amai and little Fawwaz. I miss being pampered by Abah, i miss being Mama's driver, I miss hanging out with Yaya, I miss picking up Lala, Kakak and Amai from their schools, I miss babysitting Fawwaz. I miss their laughters, I miss those fights they had, I even miss their shouting voices, arguing about small matters, this and that. I would just simply listen to that and smile about it, simply enjoying that as if it was some kind of entertaining music to my ears(felt like a lunatic for a second). everyday is not complete without that ;')

pic taken during Raya 2008

And I know they miss me too. Everyone is at home now, except me. rasa nak balik sekarang jugak!huhu :(

Sangam's

Ever heard of Breakfast At Tiffany's?Well, this is Lunch At Sangam's. haha. a newly opened Indian-food restaurant owned by a French guy. went there just now with Hanim. we had chicken curry with organic plain rice and Kulfi as a dessert.

Kulfi : a small pot of indian milk ice-cream with pistachio and almond.

The food was superb, especially because we went there with an empty stomach. hehe. the environment is amazing, it is beautifully decorated with vibrant colours and some Indian deco. Indian songs filled the air, though a prefer if they would just play a soothing music instead.

chewing the free-given hors d'oeuvre : keropok (don't know its name. teehee ;p)

P.I.S.S.E.D

Gossip. Rumours. They are entertaining, only when you know you can handle it. just like a fire spark. I don't mind if only my closed friends knew about it, they teased me, and i can laugh it off. no heart feelings. but now, the thing is this gossip suddenly spread (gosh i don't know from who and to whom it has spread at this time being). damn.
I never thought it could affect me in such a greater way. well, never meant to spread it all around. OK, my head start to pound, arghhh headache.
Slept with a heavy head last night. and i need to catch some sleep before the sun shows herself today.

7am class again? yeah,you bet.;(

What goes around comes around

Been listening to joshua radin, ingrid michaelson and indie arie. love their songs and soothing voices ;)
Today is our first day of new block(yep, no holidays after last block exam, as always, sigh). it just felt awkward for a while, can't erase the bad memory i had on the previous occasion i guess. Monday blues...worsen by the too early introduction lecture at 7am. huh.
Got a new name ; miss kedekut, by my group mate. sheesh. I've been bullied by him and his gossiper friend which happened to be my batch mate. as i can recalled, i was the one who start to tease him around, but then, now they are turning the tables and I'm the one who've been bullied. duh.
I'm supposed to write a work plan for tomorrow's skill lab session tonight, but then since we haven't received the material for tomorrow, no work plan! yeah! boleh qada' tidur setelah semalam berjaga untuk membuat laporan. but I'm thinking of continue my half-read novel, Tuesdays with Morrie. I've been postponing it for about 2months.
ok la.night night :)

The Big 21 ;)

yup, yesterday was my birthday...and our first paper of Block 2.5 exam. i was confused, whether to feel blessed or mourned upon those. the excitement for the fact that it's my birthday and the overwhelming disappointment because i hadn't prepared well for the exam mixed. my hands were actually sweating and trembling during the exam. duh. nasi da jadi bubur,no turning back nor regrets. T_T
but then the lunch treat by a batchmate did shove the awful feelings about the exam (hehe,terima kasih boss!). it was at Waroeng Jogja, as all i had in my mind that time is nasi!nasi! and the idea of having prawns as my lunch treat was so appealing. thw lunch went so well(and how can it not be?makan gurame bakar yang bestttt!),till when we were finishing (here come the most interesting part...),suddenly they were splashing plain water on me!ces,kurang ajar!hahaha...a special thanks goes to them though.Yon,terima kasih bebanyak ;p.

another surprised celebration attented by my girls on that night. i wasn't expecting they would celebrate it on the same day as our lives in a little bit of chaos and mess, due to exam week.thanks again,i had a blast day that i seemed to be amnesiac obout the morning paper. :D

called my mom that night,and the whole family were singing a birthday song.and fawwaz's cry as the background song.haha.i miss u guys!can't wait to go back home!Fawwaz!i....u!

may all my dreams and hopes come true. may things get better as the time goes by. may all these hard times will lead to a greater ease.i want my parents to be proud of me.i want to be a great person,a great doctor in the future,insyaAllah.amin...

may HE blesses all my loved ones and showers us with love,joy,success,prosperous and happiness,fiddunia wal akhiroh :)