Pleasant Guilt

Guilty or Happy?

Jumping high, up to the sky
She's smiling over her cry,
Stomping on her heart
There's no proud.

She's going to be crowned after,
Nothing to be thanked for
How can she move forward?
Without feeling awkward?

Who's to blame?
For this flame?
Oh, this is lame!
'Coz she's no fame.


FarhanaJoni, Oct 28, 2009 1651

Letters

To a girl-youknowwhoyouare-

I was opening up my diary and I found these letters you gave to me. We used to give letters to each other and pretend as if nothing happen, remember? Sometimes it's hard to utter those words yet we can simply wrote it down. And yeah, I still keep those letters you gave, letters about friendship, love, appreciation and forgiveness. How sweet :)

Jan 10, 2008. New Year, New History.
"You are really is the best partner for shopping, window shopping, TV watching, serious talking, stupid-talking, heart-pouring, tea and coffee dining and instant-deciding thingy.."

March 24, 2009. Shopaholic.
".. when you are more than one who stays there through all my flaws and feebleness.."
"..Through all our ups and downs, clouds and storms, loving or hating, those what make the two of us even.."



p/s : I want you to know how much I treasure having you with me :) ILU

"You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep"


-Catch Me by Demi Lovato-

:)

LU Ammai :)

Read Ain's blog, and i saw a picture of his brother. Somehow it reminds me of my own...

Ammar Faiz.

He's the coolest little brother and i'm the coolest sister ;). That's why he's very close to me than the others. Well, when I was at home, minta je apa-apa ngan dia,mesti dia kasi punye! We have the same taste in fashion too I guess because he seems to like everything I have, my ring, my watch, my sweater. Ahaha. Guess he just simply adore me as the oldest child in the family *awww*. When it comes to buy stuff, he would seek for my opinion. And boy, how he grown up that fast, wanting all the branded stuff - Levi's jean, Jefferson's tees , perfumes...bla3.[pengaruh rakan sebaya yang kaya kot.huhu]. He even taught me some futsal tricks! We went for bowling my my female friends, and yet, he knows how to mingle with us. He's an awesome bro!

The other day, Lala told me : ade sorang mak cik ni tanya, "kakak sulong dah kahwin ke?". And Ammar didn't like the idea of me having a family of my own. Maybe sebab he was afraid that he might lose me or I won't be the same coolest sister :).

Do not worry dear brother,
you'll always have me beside you.
I promise you that.
ILU.

P/s : mengingatkan what happened yesterday, I just can't stop smiling :) :) :)

Freak Out!

Tak tahu la kenapa. Tapi tetap rasa nak freak out jugak. Rasa seram-seram sejuk jek. Dan dengan menyedari banyak kerja menanti, saya tetap meng'google' gambar-gambar ini :

*dumb*


*cool*




saving the best for the last...


*who can compete with this freaking-out makcik?*

teehee ;p

Taken

It's about a father who's trying to save her daughter from women-trafficking (sindiket menukarkan anak orang jadi anak ayam). I'm gonna give this movie 2 thumbs-up! and a 4-5 stars rating!

*don't ever mess with this dude...or his daughter*

Two movie's reviews in a row! Haha,guess that's the proof of ending Block 3.1 :p

Double Ugly Truth

Truly, I wasn't really into The Ugly Truth movie just now. Maybe my expectation is much higher. Don't get me wrong, I love both Katherine Heigl and Gerard Butler. She impressed me with her gorgeous barbie-look and her acting as Izzie Stevens in Grey's Anatomy. And oh,Gerard! (or should i called him Gerry) who played as a loving husband in PS : I Love You. He's waaaay too cool in that movie though he's just a dead guy.
Spending Rp.20k maybe wasn't that worth it, it's just ok-ok for me. But then, maybe it was just because i'm not in the mood for a movie. Maybe.




*My movies recommendation : The Kite Runner, Slumdog Millionaire, August Rush, dan banyaaaak lagi kot. Leave a comment and tell me yours plak okay? Good Night :)

The Ugly Truth

hahaha. Been looking forward to watch this movie :)

TONIGHTTTT! *yippie!*

+ exam da habes
+ Biostat 6 belom start lagi
+ plan nak pegi for a short trip :>
+ nak pinjam novel ain!!!! (ok ain?)


Itu sahaja pesanan penaja,sekian,terima kasih.

Hocus Focus!

*puff*

Nothing happen.

Hocus Focus!
*puff*

Nada.

I've been trying to give my hundred percent focus to prepare for this block exam. However, there's lot of things that play in my mind right now and i couldn't stop myself from thinking and pondering over unnecessary matters. What matter the most right now is this FRIDAY. BLOCK EXAM. And you know what? I've just realized that today,TODAY is TUESDAY already. So far i haven't reach even half of the lecture notes.

DANG!

"Life is not measured by
the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments
that take our breath away."


how...meaningful :)

heehik ;)

oh..oh..*melting*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BukzDp8n-V0&feature=player_embedded#


i always love the sound of acoustic guitar, okay?

*melting lagi*

and now i can't stop myself from opening a new tab of his video.lol
*exam..exam..*

Best Buddy :)

The damp cloudy wheather we're having in Jogja for these past few days just increases the probability for my sleeping time to be doubled. I have to fight the urge to crawl to my bed and hide under the comforter. bestnyee...ish ish! EXAM EXAM! *sigh*

Just opened Iz's blog and read her posts. Then i looked up for my blog because she once said that she linked mine to hers. "Best Buddy". I grinned sheepishly(xde la malu sangat pon) in front of my lappy. awww. That's just so sweet :)

Thanks.

Paranoia

An empty street lay upfront,
cycling alone to reach home,
I saw an old man was cycling too,
very very slow..

*Paranoid*

Maybe because he was just plain old,
Somehow I turned back, twice

*Paranoid*

Afraid of being followed
by some random people (it truely happened once)
or just some sick-minded 'flashers'

*Paranoid*

Opening the gate,
I turned my head back,
dextra et sinistra,
making sure there's no 'flash surprises'

And that's the end of the paranoia..


p/s: i'm living with no regrets.Learn from my mistakes and keep trying to improve.Be a better (hu)man! heh ;)