Nak Duit?

My heart pleaded. No no. But my body went the other way. Act and react opposed to what my innerself told me. I just realized how foolish I was. I degraded myself that now I feel disgust with me. Feel like burying myself into a deep grave. Benci benci. Ada obat amnesic tak? I wanted to erase that particular moment. :(

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Abaikan ayat-ayat di atas. Hanyalah sekadar intro yang tak penting, hanya nak tulis as self-reminder.

Sedih gile hari Khamis lepas. Buka purse, duit nipis je, tinggal beberapa keping. Buat bayar Alpha Quest. Nak makan nasi pun tak cukup. Last-last terpaksa jugak pecahkan sekeping not Rp 20k yang ada dalam purse semata-mata nak isi jugak perut ni and keluar makan kat Mie Bakso tepi Talenta. Try mee, tak berapa masak. I wanted to ask the mas to celur my mee even longer, tapi Mr D cakap tak payah, rendam je dulu lama-lama. Sedih. Sebab that was the first proper meal I'm having, but then it turned out to be not-well-cooked. Hampir saja menitis air mata. *over la jugak kan* Sebab time takde duit ni nak kena jimat dan hemat. Huhu.


P/s : sekarang baru nak rasa nilai sekeping not Rp 1k. Bersyukur la dengan apa yang kita ada kan?

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