He Was a Jerk

I was stalking my ex (oops) in his FB. Hahaa. To look back at him now, I try to remember how on earth I was in love with him. (Please note : 'was')

Things went out of plan last year, I feel so stupid at once. I was outrageous and mad as our relationship failed. The worse is when I was left without a word. I know he didn't have a heart to break my heart. And we both knew, long ago, that our relationship won't go any further.

He's a jerk (maaf) but he was. Tapi he's very honest and the fact that we can be bestfriends is just awesome. I hated him for quite some time. But then, hatred doesn't bring you anything but more and more sufferers. So I decided to be friend. There's nothing wrong with being forgiveable. It just made you a wiser and matured person.

We do contact each other now and we both have moved on. And we told each other when we are in our currrent relationship. So, cheers!


p/s: I dont know why I wrote this. Ignore je.

I painted my nail RED! :)
This is cool :))

Next time I wanted to paint it LIME GREEN with BLUE. Hahahaha. Crazy? Maybe :p

Nak Duit?

My heart pleaded. No no. But my body went the other way. Act and react opposed to what my innerself told me. I just realized how foolish I was. I degraded myself that now I feel disgust with me. Feel like burying myself into a deep grave. Benci benci. Ada obat amnesic tak? I wanted to erase that particular moment. :(

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Abaikan ayat-ayat di atas. Hanyalah sekadar intro yang tak penting, hanya nak tulis as self-reminder.

Sedih gile hari Khamis lepas. Buka purse, duit nipis je, tinggal beberapa keping. Buat bayar Alpha Quest. Nak makan nasi pun tak cukup. Last-last terpaksa jugak pecahkan sekeping not Rp 20k yang ada dalam purse semata-mata nak isi jugak perut ni and keluar makan kat Mie Bakso tepi Talenta. Try mee, tak berapa masak. I wanted to ask the mas to celur my mee even longer, tapi Mr D cakap tak payah, rendam je dulu lama-lama. Sedih. Sebab that was the first proper meal I'm having, but then it turned out to be not-well-cooked. Hampir saja menitis air mata. *over la jugak kan* Sebab time takde duit ni nak kena jimat dan hemat. Huhu.


P/s : sekarang baru nak rasa nilai sekeping not Rp 1k. Bersyukur la dengan apa yang kita ada kan?

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More Birthdays to Come!

2 days ago we celebrated Alya's birthday. And yes, with only few pennies in our pocket, it was just a small celebration, nothing fancy. We managed to pull things together and make it a great one though! :)

I've been wanting to post about Yon's, Pqah's and Fatin's birthday as well, but then, time flies so fast that only now I feel like joting down something. Happy Belated Birthday darlings. You're among those people whom I can trust and confide in.

Ini Yon. Dia dulu tak suka warna merah jambu tapi alih-alih banyak je baju dia warna pink (yang corak-corak floral tu). Hohoho. She's into futsal very much. She's a person that we can count on to. Responsible. Punctual. Rajin. She has a good taste too. A good companion kalau nak shop :)

Pqah...So far you're the best shopping buddy. Takde lagi orang lain yang boleh kalahkan you in my chart list :p
You're number one lah!
A great baker and cook. Rajin, baik, have a good sense of fashion. You're a pretty girl!Trust me :)
p/s: we are so gonna go for a shoe-hunting after scholar masuk!

Pqah lagi. Eh eh, ni nak tunjuk gambar Alya ok? Kalo letak gambar aku ngan Alya kang, orang cakap mencapap pulak kan? -_-"
She's a very creative cook, mixing ingredients together and gave us a new taste of delicious cuisine!

Ketiga-tiga mereka pandai memasak, jadi dah ada greenlight kalau nak kawin! ;p
May we become a more mature and wise person. Amin.


Kena pikir pasal birthday Mr. D pulak. I have no slighest idea about how to celebrate it. Wew.
I'm not a planner, malas nak plan apa-apa boleh? Kita tengok je nanti apa yang terlintas nanti. Hoohoho

“You know that thing when you see someone cute and he smiles
and your heart kind of goes like warm butter sliding down hot toast?
Well that’s what it’s like when I see a store.
Only it’s better.”

— Rebecca Bloomwood in Confession of a Shopaholic -

p/s : Bila la scholar nak masuk kan? *___*

One word for now...

PROPOSAL!