Dead City

It feels like living in a dead city seriously! The surroundings are thickly covered with grey ashes that the first you look out of your window you thought that it is somewhat an ancient setting, way before the civilization era. Maybe when the dinosaur still exist *whoaaa* :p

*view from my bedroom*

*ashy mini garden*

But still, our Agama class went on as scheduled (I was hoping that it'll be cancelled somehow). We were reminded to put on face mask as these ashes might irritate our throats and cause us breathing problems. Boy, the road was covered with greyish dusty ashes, and everytime a car or a motorcycle passed by, the ashes would float in the air, making us difficult to drive.

*on our way to campus*

P/s : Thank goodness it only look like a dead city with no zombies wandering around! :p

"People vanish, people die.

People laugh and people cry.
Some give up, some will try.
Some say hi, while some say bye."

I'm gonna be an aunt by next year!

Sape kata tak boleh ada anak buah kalau adik-beradik kita semua tak kahwin lagi? Teman kita pun saudara kita jugak kan?

Dulu, selalu dapat wedding invitation kawan-kawan sekolah. Walaupun tak berkesempatan nak menghadirkan diri, tapi tumpang bahagia tengok semua orang jumpa jodoh masing-masing. Jealous pun ada. Hellooo, sape tak jeles kawan yang sama umur sama baya dengan kita semua pakat nikah, macam marathon pulak tu. Semua orang nikah dekat-dekat. Kita kena tambah satu musim lagi dalam hidup kita selain musim buah,musim cuaca, yakni musim kenduri.Tapi baguslah, nikah awal-awal, kurang la sikit dosa kan T_T pahala pun dapat. Best best.




Eh,cop! Cop! Mari kita tambah satu lagi musim next year! Musim beranak-pinak. Haha. I'm expecting 3 babies next year. First great news adalah dari kakak Encik D (hampir nak tulis kakak ipar :p). Baru nikah Feb tahun ni, and by April next year insyaAllah due. Sangat gumbira rasa macam nak dapat anak saudara sendiri pulak. Hehe.

Second and third news from my schoolmates. Razan baru je nikah Mac tahun ni, tengah mengandung err lupa berapa bulan. However dia ada sikit problem sekarang sebab ada pregnancy-induced hypertension dan gestational diabetes mellitus. Doakan supaya takde pape ok?

Sorang lagi ni si Belle dengan Fakhrul. Belle buzzed me this morning nak kasi tahu berita gembira ni sendiri. Baru je check guna pregnancy test kit. Diorang nikah 2 tahun lepas rasanya. Both are first child so their baby(ies) will be the first grandchild(ren).[<--- mana la taw kot-kot anak kembar ke kan].




Tetibe tergoogle gambar babies! Comel! :)

Penniless

First time dikala waktu nak exam tak terdeviate untuk tengok cerita or drama! Bangga ;)
Tapi tetap terpesong dari buku dan lecture notes sebab kejap-kejap bukak facebook, youtube, twitter(time study week la tetiba aktif balik -_-"). Haish.

Semua budak-budak JPA waktu-waktu ni mesti tengah menghitung hari bila la nak masuk duit. Almaklumlah memang dah nak dekat hujung bulan dah ni.

Most of the study week I was at home, so I don't have to think about daily budget for eating out and such. I even almost forget that my purse is getting thinner since I didn't really take a peek into it while at home. But when I went out, being penniless strike out on me. I was so embarrassed to ask people out and that is no exception with my bf as well. When he asked where I'd like to dine for example, I suddenly go mute. I was too shy to ask for anything knowing that I couldn't afford to pay for it.

After our 4.1 exam paper we went out for a late lunch with a bunch of my Indonesian colleagues. Again, he paid for my food. Then we went for a movie RED(Retired : Extremely Dangerous). Since we have about half an hour before the movie started we went out searching for drinks and takoyaki at the nearest Giant. It was really disturbing to see all those price tags. Rasa macam sangat tak mampu. Nak pilih air apa pun tak tahu. Aqua botol kecik pun teragak-agak nak ambik. Terkedu.

Sekarang ni kalau rasa bosan nak ajak sape-sape keluar pun malas(baca:segan). Malas nak ingatkan diri sendiri tengah pokai. Malas nak sedih-sedih pikir lebih-lebih pasal duit. Dan kalau boleh tak nak pergi money changer convert Ringgit kepada Rupiah. Malas nak suruh parent susah-susah bank in duit. Dan malas nk sms cousin banyak-banyak kali suruh dia transfer duit sebab dia berhutang haritu.


P/s : Maluuuu sangat nak mintak apa-apa from parents sebab result teruk macam hape kan -_-"

Just rasa sketch orang yang kat tepi tu comel! Hehe :)

I'm sick of listening to stories about other girls.
I don't want to know.
And I don't give a damn.




E.M.O waktu-waktu nak exam macam ni T_T

The man who can't be moved
- The Script -


I ain't moving no where.
I'll be the last man standing :p
err, meaning, last defender for my futsal team!