Yaya

She's not just a sister, but a bestfriend as well. It's always been that way, but since we rarely talk to each other due to our miles-distance and our own bussiness, I now don't know what or how to start a conversation with her. But still, we miss each other, I know that fact.

It's worth it, to come over to her place just to see her, spend time together (together means, she's at her campus and I'm all alone at her house??but we're going out tonight, hehe), getting to know her friends, so much worth it.

I HEART YOU YAYA,
I always do sugar :)

One thing I discover : Almost everytime before I went back to Malaysia, I'll be

broke broke broke

*sigh*

Nightmares

Lately I've been dreaming about creepy stuff, ghosts to be exact. Weird. After Tikah said that it's actually one of the way the ghost want to disturb you, it gets creepier! Last night was the worst since it woke me up at 2 in the morning, but then as I was so scared, I didn't dare to open my eyes (as I was afraid that I might see THAT thing) let alone to turn over in bed.

There I was, lying restlessly, thinking about sneaking into Tikah's or Hanim's room because I couldn't bear sleeping alone. I made a small move, changed my sleep position, carefully even I couldn't hear the move. But then, the thought of having to go out of the bed and waking them up were just a total absurd. So I close my eyes, lie still, try to keep breathing and shove away all those nightmares, till I doze off again.

O wanna go homeee right now please!

Despicable me?

It's good to have someone who you can talk and share things when you need someone to listen and just hear you. Bear with everything you said, be it about good or bad stuff (heh). It's even great if that someone can always give you wise words, but you know you'll always have their support no matter what.

The truth is, it's hard to find that someone. Someone who can catch you before you fall, or even if you did, they'll be the one who pick you up.

Being close with people around you that makes you feel comfy, is like waking up with the smell of coffee in the air, or the taste of thick hot chocolate before you went to bed or getting a super extra squeezy squishy nuzzle huggle knock-you-down blow-you-over smoochy sloppy hug. (i miss fawwaz's kisses and hugs, totally!)

Moral : DESPICABLE ME in 3D is a must-watch movie :D

3 thumbs up!!!

P/s: Sikit pun takde kena mengena dengan intro kan? Layan je la -__-a

You weren't here.
And I wasn't there.
We've grown far apart.

So far that I feel too shy to even say,

I miss you. I miss our friendship.

Rindu.

I was so overwhelmed with the fact that everyday I get a goodbye from a friend, which is heading home. People left, day by day and I was counting my days to get home.

HOME. That's what I miss the most at this moment. I miss the chaos, the comfort of just being surrounded by more than just familiar, beloved people. I almost cry when i was on the phone with Fawwaz. Rindu nak peluk, nak buli, nak main dengan dia. Sabar, sabar.

Post OSCE

It's a GREAT relief after OSCE, though at some stations I didn't perform that well due to lack of times and lack of knowledge (-->IV line). No more nightmares, no more palpitation and now I just feel like rehat, tido,rehat, tido and have fun fun fun.

Not to forget, got 2 paper to remed and a seminar proposal to deal with. Huaaa. Better start to work work work!