Goodbye-s

I'm not a big fan of saying goodbyes, i'm more of a hello person.

I never thought u could just walk away and never look back to me.
A friend don't just walk out of their friends' life,
at least not on just a sepele reason.

I hated myself for a moment,
thinking that i'm such a jerky friend,
but when i think about it,
it's not a big deal.

I called, but u never picked up
I sms-ed,but u didn't reply
I've apologized,countlessly...

Well.at least I've done my part.
I've tried,
That's it!
I'm done!

If i can bury my past,i would have done it.

p/s: I'm full of anger and hatred that i feel bitter at this moment. Still, I manage to smile. But then,all i want to do right now is just run as far as i can,scream as loud as i want.