Wish I had list of things to do so I won't feel this much boring! Having tasks to complete is such a bless because at least we feel as if we are needed, and we have target day by day. My days now are aimless that I helplessly NEED to find something to do just to kill my time, which at one point I feel much regret upon staying longer here.
Sigh. I know, it's not helpful to feel regret at this point. I was the I who decide that I want to stay longer, to manage our 'wisuda' leisurely, with no pressure, no rush( like how I did to my seminar hasil, pendadaran and preparation for '07 Masquerade Night).
I was at the urge of deciding to go to Bandung by myself two days ago, but then money issue strikes and gives me a big slap on that thoughts.
Sigh. And I was brought back to reality in an instant. Yes, again, all I can do is sighing.
Pffft.If only I had a lum sum of money in my bank account now, I would pack my back at this moment, and go for a bagpack-travel, perhaps to Karimun Jawa or maybe to Bali. My cousins were there yesterday by the way. Up till this second, I'm still imagining myself backpacking to Karimun Jawa. That's the third sigh!
Oh, I bought this book,
Eat Pray Love, with the hope of that I won't feel bored if I were to just sit at home. I flipped through few pages for about 30 minutes and here I am in front of my laptop. I have to admit that I am not a home-y type, who can just sit at home, clean up the room, do the laundry, read novels or magazines, settle in front of TV and take a light nap at noon. That is just not me! Unless if we have a cable TV right here in Jogja, then I would go for settling in front of TV, minus all the other parts. Heh.
So after all these craps I wrote of what I called as my silent tantrum, I am sitting in my room, typing these sentences. And back to reality, once again. LAME. Zzzz
