Saturday, March 12

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah :')
For every achievement up to this day

Walaupun tak sehebat orang yang dapat cumlaude, tak se'terrer' orang yang selalu dapat A, tak sebagus orang yang selalu pass OSCE. Susah-susah dahulu, baru boleh bersenang-senang kan? Alhamdulillah, dah dapat yudisium (pass semua block sebelum nak grad). Walaupun pernah dapat D dulu, dua kali ambil remedials baru dapat naik. Walaupun tiap-tiap tahun OSCE mesti ada yang sangkut, alhamdulillah untuk OSCE Compre, lulus.

Tapi sekarang rasa macam takut, say, nanti kena first wave, then what?

I pray the best
the best for me
the best for us
the best for everyone.

Friday, March 4

Women!

I don't mean to throw this at you..But what a woman wants? I mean, I can't figure it out. They want us to ask? They don't want us to ask? They want us to make a move? Not make a move? Use hair products? Don't use hair products? What do you people want?
I'll tell you. But you have to promise not to say I told you.
I swear.
Because it it a sacred secret.
Sacred secret. *nodding*
You ready?
Yeah.
Are you sure?
I think so.
Ok. Come here. *whispering* We have absolutely no idea what we want.
I knew it! I knew it!
- dialogue in P.S. I Love You -

Eat Pray Love

Wish I had list of things to do so I won't feel this much boring! Having tasks to complete is such a bless because at least we feel as if we are needed, and we have target day by day. My days now are aimless that I helplessly NEED to find something to do just to kill my time, which at one point I feel much regret upon staying longer here. Sigh. I know, it's not helpful to feel regret at this point. I was the I who decide that I want to stay longer, to manage our 'wisuda' leisurely, with no pressure, no rush( like how I did to my seminar hasil, pendadaran and preparation for '07 Masquerade Night).

I was at the urge of deciding to go to Bandung by myself two days ago, but then money issue strikes and gives me a big slap on that thoughts. Sigh. And I was brought back to reality in an instant. Yes, again, all I can do is sighing. Pffft.

If only I had a lum sum of money in my bank account now, I would pack my back at this moment, and go for a bagpack-travel, perhaps to Karimun Jawa or maybe to Bali. My cousins were there yesterday by the way. Up till this second, I'm still imagining myself backpacking to Karimun Jawa. That's the third sigh!



Oh, I bought this book, Eat Pray Love, with the hope of that I won't feel bored if I were to just sit at home. I flipped through few pages for about 30 minutes and here I am in front of my laptop. I have to admit that I am not a home-y type, who can just sit at home, clean up the room, do the laundry, read novels or magazines, settle in front of TV and take a light nap at noon. That is just not me! Unless if we have a cable TV right here in Jogja, then I would go for settling in front of TV, minus all the other parts. Heh.

So after all these craps I wrote of what I called as my silent tantrum, I am sitting in my room, typing these sentences. And back to reality, once again. LAME. Zzzz